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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Stop looking and searching... Just stop letting your eyes wander off... Forget it... Forget it all... Stop causing anymore unnecessary harm to your soul...___________________________________________________________________"Something's getting in the way, something's just about to break..." - Breaking Benjamin, 'Diary Of Jane'
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8:12 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Wah, woke up this morning and when i moved my body, i realised what Jun Yang said was true... "If you don't stretch your body properly, you're gonna die tomorrow morning..." Oh man, and i have PE again tomorrow... The day went on as usual... Then got some of the Pardus people who were available and went to crash 31/07's birthday party for Shimin... The dudes and dudettes were like... Haiz, nevermind... So lame... Lolz, i think i wished her Happy Birthday 3 times liao lol... Anyways, I left soon after... Feel weird though... Lolz. Anyways, again, went to Jun Yang's house... Slacked there with some more of my classmates from S15/07... I like his house; so peaceful, quiet and windy... I hope my home was like that... Haiz... After that, had Subway for dinner with Lincoln and Kelvin... Whoo, 1 foot long sandwich -> Heavenly... Carbo-loading for tomorrow's PE... Lolz... Sianz... Tomorrow got chemistry test, and I havent started studying for it yet... Feel so guilty... I think I better go read up a bit later... __________________________________________________________________ "But the record keeps playing, the same old song..." - Good Charlotte, 'Keep Your Hands Off My Girl'
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10:01 PM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
I feel like a giant clam. For the first time in my life, music and guitar ain't helping. Not even a good game of DotA. This, is bad. Very bad. I think there's a hurricane happening, and i'm in the eye of it. Lolz, the irony. The eye's supposed to be peaceful, and yet it's a false sense of security of the destruction it's gonna cause as it moves on, and i'm "smart" enough to not move with it...___________________________________________________________________"In my head there's only you now, this world falls on me..." - 3 Doors Down, 'Let Me Go'
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
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Friday, February 23, 2007
It has finally happened... I just don't know what to say... It's just a matter of time before they get it in black and white... They are so fuckin' selfish, as though me and my bro are non-existent... Who the fuck do they think they are, just doing all these fucked up stuff? I just so wanna leave this god damned place, and never come back to face all these... This is all so fucked up; the world is fucked...I've never agreed so much to this saying by Adam Savage, MythBuster, "I reject reality and substitude my own." Let me reject reality now, please...___________________________________________________________________"I think I've forgotten..." - Nickelback, 'Leader Of Men'
faux.fire burned out at
10:45 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Today's PE lesson was damn shiong... Siao leh, keep running, then do chin up, then run again, then do deeps, then run again, then do standing broad jump, then run again, then finally chin up... Wah piang... My limbs are lifeless now lol... Then monday got make-up PE... Total sianzations... Can't they just let us have some games once in a while? Will die meh... As usual, certain people (shan't say who... ;P ), are trying to be funny today... All I can say is, 2 words : WU LIAO. I'm still wondering why this kind of small things can be a gossip topic for so long... You all must be damn sian... Lolz. Ok, lalaland awaits my presence... ;p
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10:10 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I'm addicted to this song now... Lolz... Nickelback - Another Hole In The Head[verse 1] I'm through, thinking of things to say to you It's true, I've said enough and so have you Just drive, you slam the door and so do I Tongue tied, from all the little things And they're the reason that I scream [chorus] I needed you, Probably as bad as I need another hole in the head Was I mean to you? Car keys in your hand I believe that you would leave me for dead [verse 2] Your turn, you'd rather leave then live and learn That's why, you want an end and so do I This time, I'll leave, and leave it all behind Tongue tied, from all the little things And they're the reason that I scream [chorus] Coz I needed you, Probably as bad as I need another hole in the head Was I mean to you? Car keys in your hand I believe that you would leave me for dead I believe that you would leave me for I believe, you would leave, me for dead, me for dead I believe, you would leave, me for dead, me for dead [verse 3] I'm through, thinking of things to say to you It's true, I've said enough and so have you Just drive, you slam the door and so do I Tongue tied, from all the little things And they're the reason that I scream [chorus] x2 I believe, you would leave, me for dead, me for dead I believe, you would leave I believe that you would leave me for
faux.fire burned out at
8:22 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Ok, today is the last day of CNY visiting... Phew, tiring sia... I reach home at about 2am everyday lol... Go home, straight away collapse on the bed,then wake up at 1 plus... And i'm still tired.... Lolz... Maybe i'm stoning too much, thus energy is wasted. Lolz. School's reopening tomorrow, and I haven't done a single homework. I'm deadshit man... Then there's PE tomorrow, and my right ankle downwards suddenly feels lifeless after a short soccer-ball-kicking session, and i've to settle the dumb make-up PE tomorrow... Shouldn't have pon PE that day... Dang~! Alright, i better go recharge my battery... ;p i'm confused again...everytime i see, or even think about it, my head starts to turn, and my heart starts to skip beats... what exactly do i want? funny how the brain works. does that day spent together actually mean something? or is it just naive thinking on my part? i don't know, for i am really confused... someone show me the way...
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11:17 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Happy CNY people! Haha. Just came back from the Reunion Dinner at my aunt's house... Now quite sleepy... Tomorrow might play soccer with my cousins, so I think I better go lalaland after this post. Haha. Well, cheers everyone! Wish you all a Prosperous Lunar New Year! ___________________________________________________________________ this'll be the last time we'll celebrate cny together... after that, i'll be lost...
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12:56 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
Today was quite an interesting day, I should say. For starters, lessons ended at 10.45am today! I hope there'll be more days like that... Haha. Then, my class initially wanted to go and "饮水思源"... But the jaga wasn't the same jaga me and Jun Yang made friends with, so we just went back to watch the CNY Concert by AJ's aesthetic groups. It wasn't a bad choice. ;-p The CNY Concert was pretty alright. The reason why I wanted to even go for it was to see the Chinese Orchestra part... They were pretty good, maybe just need to work on their tempo, but other then that, not bad! Hands itchy to play my dizi sia... Considering whether or not should I join back CO... After the concert, me and a whole gang of Catholic High people, both J1s and J2s, met up and went back to Catholic High lol. We were crazy sia. When we boarded the bus, we did the Gong Jiao cheer, then the whole bus look at us (we dominated the back of the bus). Then just before we alight, we did it again, and again, the people looked at us, as though we are siao people. Then when we stepped into the school gate. Haha, although a bit lame, but it was fun. Hey, we are loyal ok... Met a lot of teachers in Catholic High... And Mrs Chew gave us ang bao!!! Lolz, thanks! Zu ni zao shen gui zi(s)! :-p After that, when to eat in the canteen... Man, i miss the food there... The food is heavenly compared to AJ's one lol... The J2s that came also feasted. Haha yup. Then went to play LAN with some old 4-10 buddies. Wooooh~~~ It was shiok sia! Played 2 games, and OWNED both. Haha, Meow team rocks sia. I'm all psyched for Gamesfest 2 liao. Haha. ________________________________________________________________ you all ar... very wu liao leh... good things dun spread, go and spread those wu liao stuff... not tired meh... give us a break leh... ...________________________________________________________________ "And all the roads we have to walk are winding..." - Oasis, 'Wonderwall'
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8:13 PM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Well, its a day after Valentine's Day, which is also known as Total Defence Day... Lolz. There was supposed to be some siren sounding today, but i think we were a tad too noisy, so we can't hear anything. Lolz. Hmmn... I experienced something that I've never experienced in 16.1 years : Receiving Valentine's Day mini-presents. Apparently, girls seem willing to spend some time and money to buy candy/chocolates and wrapping paper and stuff like that and wrap them up into little packages and distribute to their friends. Well, its kinda nice of them to do such a thing, and I appreciate it a lot. Thanks to those who gave me stuff! ;D Hmmn, there seems to be some problem with my web browser... It kinda won't update the page everytime I visit it, especially blogs... It only updates the webpage the next day... Sianzations... Very sickening... Anyone know's how to retify this problem, please contact me asap! Thanks~~ _____________________________________________________________ "Would you choose, water over wine, hold the wheel and drive..." - Incubus, 'Drive'
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9:06 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Well, today's Valentine's Day. I used to think it was nothing, until today. Yup. Supposed to go out with a significant portion with Pardus today, but then one by one suddenly cannot make it or something... So, erm, yea... Piangz, feel so weird lol! And sort of added a quite a few things to my "firsts" lists... Shan't elaborate too much, but today sure is a good day... ;-D Happy Valentine's Day to all couples and lonelys out there! Cheers~!
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10:59 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Woohoo... Just had a 4 hour badminton session with a part of Pardus, namely Shi Min, Amanda, Claudia, Aqidah, Irwan and Rui Boon... Rachel came halfway, but left cause she had a sprained wrist... So wasted, and its a bit sad that more couldn't come... But oh well, it was fun. Haha. My buds Bryan and Andre came along and joined us. We were speaking in some weird accent that made everyone laugh. Lolz. Then we were like calling each other "joke" and "freakin retarded" and stuff like that, and also an introduction to my " jian zhao no. 3"... Haha. Damn blardie hilarious sia... After 4 straight hours of running up and down the court, my legs turned to jelly. And its aching a bit now... Dang, should have stretched more... Blehzzz~~~ After that, we all went to J8 for Macs... Woooo, Big Mac + Mcnuggets rocks... That'll be my standard meal for all my Macdonalds visits. Haha. AJ's PE now so shiong, must take advantage of it... Haha. Now I can eat like mad and not worry about getting too fat. :D After that, we all just chatted for a while before leaving at about 5pm... Yup. I think I really never stretch enough... Now my thigh and my torso is aching... I really hope my bed will be really soft tonight... Heh heh... Next session, 5 hours, ok? Haha.
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9:18 PM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
Well, the results are out. Some are happy, some are sad... I think i'm somewhat in the middle; I'm happy that I got single digit and maintained my score, but a bit disappointed that I didn't do better... So yea, here's a little reflection... Of all my subjects, I'm most surprised with my English, Chinese, and especially Geography... For the languages, I thought that I would get like a B4 and B3 respectively, but low and behold, I got A2 for both!!! Holy Xi Gua~! How is that possible?? Ok nevermind about the languages... In come Geography... I swear I was smoking through the whole paper, and when I saw that A1 on my slip, I went, "W-T-F?!?!?! A1 for Pure Geography??? You have GOTTA be kiddin' me man... NO WAY!" So anyways, gotta thank Mrs Bala, Ms Chia and Mrs Goh respectively for these marvelous results. I was kinda disappointed by my results for Biology, Chemistry and Combined Humanities... The sciences were my anchor subjects, and yet I only scored an A2 for both... Haiz, maybe I was a bit too complacent, and as a result, I've let Mr Goh and Mrs Toh down... Let this be a lesson to all my juniors out there: Never be complacent even though you got an A1 for any subject for your prelims. Complacency KILLS. I didn't feel as bad for my Combined Humanities. Even though it was the worst of all my subjects - a B3 - I'll have to thank Mr Krishnan and Mr Tan for their Notes of Gold... Without it and their guidance, I could have gotten much worse then a B3, but sorry for not getting an A... Yup. Finally, it's both A.Maths and E.Maths. Kinda happy for these 2; A1 for both. Thank you Ms Tan(now addressed as Mrs Chew) and Mr Yap for your guidance in the world of numbers. At least I didn't let you both down. :-D So there you have it. We all have just closed a huge chapter in our lives, and it's time to move on... Enjoy(or cry) all you want, and after that, stand up and move on. Let's all move through the newly opened door and taupok those things that obstruct our way. Let's move on, people! ________________________________________________________________ "Hands up and wave~~~" - Jay-Z, "Show Me What You Got"
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6:42 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
Today was the release of the 2006 GCE 'O' Level results, and Catholic High School did well... We broke almost all the records set by our seniors, and we have done our teachers proud... I am proud to be a part of CHS, and for 10 long years too! Haha. Gong Jiao!OI!!Gong Jiao!OI!!Gong Jiao!EH BAH!!!Hmmn... Everywhere I look, people are either very happy or very upset. I was happy too, but it didn't last very long... I don't know why... My happiness died off abt 15 minutes after I received my results... I saw a scene in front of my eyes today... And that scene was Jun Yang getting hugged and congratulated by his parents... You can really feel the love and care radiating out from there, and it suddenly reminded me of some stuff... Sad stuff... Hmmn, maybe that's what's shortchanging my happiness durations these few months... Haiz... So anyways, congratulations to all those who have achieved what you've been aiming for! And for those didn't, well, cheer up! Don't be too sad, you've all done your best, so yea. Cheers to all~!
faux.fire burned out at
10:02 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Well, tomorrow's the BIG day... It's when we are gonna receive our GCE 'O' Level results... Oh man, i might have hid it well, but i'm freakin' nervous now... I think i'll take a while before I fall actually fall asleep... I wanna wish all my good friends, especially the good ol' CHS 4-10 '06-ers, AJC Orientation Panthera Pardus-ers and AJC s15/07 GOOD LUCK tomorrow!!! For the 4-10ers, hope we keep in constant contact! For the AJCians, hope we see each other back in school soon! Cheers all! ___________________________________________________________ "Erase all the pain till it gone..." - Linkin Park, 'Somewhere I Belong'
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11:24 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Yesterday was a good day. Played 3 hours of badminton with Claudia, Ruiboon, Munchee, Jiahui, Shi Min and Christiana. Shiok sia... Some of Claudia's shots are scary; the shuttlecocks are zooming straight into your face. Haha. Woohoohoo... And her smashes are loaded sia... It was a good game. Yup. And as always, after our time was up, me, Shimin, Munchee, Claudia and Jiahui stoned at the badminton court for about an hour before I walked with them back to Bishan MRT. Lolz. They really can stone! Haha. This morning, i woke up feeling wrong's with my body... The right side of my body seemed weak, as if there's not enough energy to power them... Maybe I strained my right arm and leg too much during the 3 hours of badminton? Hmmn... Had my "Speak EZ" thingy today... My topic was "Diplomacy over Deterrance : Is this better for the 'little red dot'?" My preparation was crappy lol... Just digged out my SS notes for Diplomacy & Deterrance and VOILA! My speech is done, and all that under 5 minutes! Heh heh heh. Almost everyone in my class actually spent an average of about 30 minutes thinking and writing their speech on paper, and all I did was just taking out 3 pieces of SS notes. Dang, i feel guilty. Hahaha. After school, i actually wanted to finish the lantern for CNY... But Geena had the materials and cabbed off to crash CJC. So I was like, "Oh well." In the end, I accompanied Sok Yin, Kelvin and Lincoln to crash VJC. The place is sooooo much windier than AJ lol... And they have nicer food and a treehouse! Met some of the good ol' 4-10ers there... It feels good to see them again... Haiz, if only we could all go to the same JC... Life would be so much more fun and crazy... Oh well. Yup. I realise i've been spending A LOT these few weeks... I've been depleting my weekly allowance even before the week ends... And there are still outings on weekends! And I think there's wither gonna be an OG outing or a class outing on Thursday... And another one on Friday... Now i understand why Fiona exclaimed when I told her how much is my weekly allowance... Lolz... Now, the main topic. Friday = Doomsday~~~ It is when the much awaited(or dreaded) 'O' Level results are gonna be released... Holy XI GUA~~~ Fate will decide our lives then... Let's hope we don't see familiar faces on Saturday's newspaper... Haha...
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
This song is just too catchy... It has never stopped ringing in my head (and it has no relation to the thing you people are talking about.)... Dang i hope i can remember the dance. It's one of those songs that makes me feel like dancing, 2nd to Gia Farrell's "Hit Me Up"... N*Sync - That Girl (Will Never Be Mine)That girl will never be mine Oh First time, I saw her at the front door That girl, her face on every billboard Hands down You won't believe the way she laid her eyes on me Six feet, strut up from the catwalk So fly, we got into a small talk Too bad, she had to move along One smile and she was gone Can't explain I never thought that I was gonna lose my head Call me insane There's got to be a way How can I get next to her Now tell e how it's gonna be done Will I win or lose this one Don't care about the fact that She's in a different league They say it's no use That I try That girl will never be mine Mmm Oo oo Next thing,she's living in my TV That girl, is stealing every daydream Tough luck She had to be a star when I'm just same old me Last night, I ran into her briefly Guess what, she didn't want to see me They said I was out of line Who's wrong, who's right this time? Can't explain I never thought that I was gonna lose my head Call me insane There's got to be a way How can I get next to her Now tell me how it's gonna be done (tell me how it's gonna be done) Will I win or lose this one Don't care about the fact that She's in a different league They say it's no use That I try That girl will never be mine Oh That girl Oh (oh) That girl Is freaking me out (oh) Don't care about the fact that she's all that That girl, that girl Ha blown out the doubt There's no way for me to stop That girl, tearin' up the big screen (tearin' up the big screen) That girl, stealing every daydream (oh) Tough luck, she had to be the one for me (oh) She will be mine No matter what they're tryin' to say (trying to say) There's got to be a way, yeah How can I get next to her (oh oh) Now tell me how it's gonna be done (tell me how it's gonna be done) Will I win or lose this one Don't care about the fact that (oh) She's in a different league They say it's no use That I try That They say it's no use That I try That girl will never be Mine
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8:37 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
I don't know why... But since coming back home yesterday, I suddenly feel very moody... Just have that kind of very sian feeling, and have no mood to do anything... And since yesterday, the song, "That Girl (Will Never Be Mine)" by N*Sync kept on ringing in my head... And it's not any better now... So what do I do? On the com, go into My Music, select all, enter, and just stone. It helps me forget about many things... Yea... It works, but sometimes it just makes it worse, cos of certain songs having certain lyrics that remind me of the things i'm trying to forget... Haiz... Let's hope tomorrow's jamming session will make me feel better...
faux.fire burned out at
11:12 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
Today is a very long day... Before assembly, had a little meeting with Pardus and gave Wanqi her present, since today's her birthday. Yup. Then had a little econs test in the morning which i smoked through it, as always. ;p After school, we had our cross-country... I'm never gonna believe online weather forecasts already. I checked yesterday, and the website says "... small thunderstorms... ... 30% chance of rain... ..." Yea right... It was bright and sunny sia... But before that, my class went to J8 for lunch... Subway rocks. Haha. Then took a bus to Bishan Park... Yea... Ran the competitive race... YES. Terry Toh PARTICIPATED in the COMPETITIVE race... Believe it or not... 3.8 km lei... Haha. Although it was a competitive race, me, Jun Yang, Lincoln, Jian Rong and Kuan Teck all relaxed through... Walk here and there, waste time at water points. Haha. Quite interesting. The teachers were playing soccer there. Quite funny leh. And we took like a hell lot of photos too... Jun Yang alone took like 400+ pictures today lol... Siao... After that, I went to meet up with Pardus for dinner at J8... There, we celebrated Wanqi's birthday. Yup. My OGLs are damn lucky lol... 2 down, 1 more to go. Next on the list is Siow Yun... So you better be prepared, for something " special" is gonna happen. Haha. Had KFC for dinner, then we chit-chat till abt 8pm liddat... We played Truth Or(/and) Dare. Lolz. I was made to high-five with the Macdonald's statue and do the "I Feel Good" cheer... Lolz... Damn funny lah. A lot of other things happened, but i don't feel like posting it cos there's a lot to type. Haha. Aqidah and Amanda keep asking Shimin and the others, including me, "Why your face so red? Are you feeling horny?" I was like, lolz... Liddat also can... Win liao lol... Reached home at about 8+ pm... Wah, i so feel like sleeping man... Then tomorrow still gotta go out and do the bio project... Sianz...
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