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Saturday, March 31, 2007
Hmmn... For some reason, my mind seemed to be somewhere else today... Felt so sian the moment I woke up... I thought maybe it was the guilt of playing so much the past few days, so i decided to do the chem tuts after lunch. Well, it did help a little, but not much... To make things worse, some of my parent's friends came over for a mahjong session... So noisy, and i don't really like mahjong... Then my bro's friends came over too, say wanna do project, but in the end they were playing in his room... Stupid people, PSLE less then 6 months away and they are still playing like it never existed... Sorry for sounding mean, but if my bro and his friends get less then 200 points for their PSLE, i'm gonna laugh at them hard. I've already tried my best to get my bro to study, but he's one dumb nut to crack. Haizz... Gonna do the bio mindmaps and take passport photo tomorrow... Hope that my mind comes back, and not drift away again... Haizz~~~ AJ Idol audition's on Wednesday... Hope that me and Junyang will make it through; we only had 2 practices so far! Oh well, all the best to ourselves... ________________________________________________________________ "Voices tell me I should carry on... But I am swimming in an ocean all alone..."- Backstreet Boys, 'Incomplete'
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
Hmmn... Was just reading the Friendster's horoscopes... And this was what I found... " The Bottom Line
Too much is going on for you to stand out in a crowd -- unless you make a big move.
In Detail
If you think playing hard to get is going to land you the apple of your eye, think again. People tend not to notice people who don't seem to notice them -- and this person is busy right now. If you really want to catch this person's eye, you have to either wait until his or her life calms down, or make the first move. Keep in mind that you might be getting a lot busier very soon. Is right now really a good time for you to get something new started?"Shocking. I know friendster and the straits times' horoscopes are accurate on a lot of occasions(at least in my life), but this one today really got me stunned for a second or two. Hanwei, if you are reading this, 1...2...3... hhhhaaaaaiiiiizzzzzz..............Well, had a short practice with Junyang for the AJ Idol today... Went pretty well! And if you all are wondering what are we gonna sing, its my blog song. :) Yup. Well, gotta come support us k! Hehe. Alright, gotta go... Peace~! ________________________________________________________________ "I will stand by you forever..."- Enrique Iglesias, 'Hero'
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Ok... Haven't been blogging a proper post for a few days already... Time to have one. Lolz. Kinda busy these few days... Got rehearsals for the Guitar Ensemble + Harmonica concert... Then there's the AJ Idol auditions coming up next monday... Hmmn, I hope me and Junyang will be able to prepare well on time... This reminds me. Eclipse is gonna play "Far Away" by Nickelback. Omg, they BETTER play it well, if not i'm gonna hate their singer for real for insulting my favourite band. These few days, while moving around in school, my radar keeps picking up signals... Some people should understand what i'm talking about... But i dare not approach; its like i'm back to square one... Now I don't know should I fall back and call off the mission, or should I proceed... Haaaaiiiiiiiyyyyyaaaaa... nan ren de shang xin shi...Oh well... Let's hope all goes well in due time... ______________________________________________________________ "Let your waves crash down on me and take me away..."- Yellowcard, 'Ocean Avenue'will i be able to get an answer soon..?
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Just like to share a song that has been ringing in my head for some time... Quite meaningful lyrics... _______________________________________________________________ Jesse McCartney - Just So You KnowI shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop [Chorus] Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me And I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let him win now Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you But I don't want to I just gotta say it all Before I go Just so you know It's getting hard to be around you There's so much I can't say Do you want me to hide the feelings And look the other way And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not 'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop [Chorus] This emptiness is killing me And I'm wondering why I've waited so long Looking back I realize It was always there just never spoken I'm waiting here...been waiting here [Chorus] __________________________________________________________________ Well, there you have it... just so you know... ~~
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Friday, March 23, 2007
Whoa... I'm feeling tired these few days... Maybe it's cos I can't really start sleeping till 12am and guitar practices have been ending at 8pm these few days, back to back... My appetite's also not as big as before... Dunno why; sometimes I don't even feel like eating... Its like the once bottomless pit of mine finally has a bottom. Lolz. Well, as for activities, I think i've been pretty active... So weird, i wasn't like this before... Hmmn... Maybe my mindset has changed? I don't know. Signed up for Alpha Programme, AJ Idol, and possibly an OBS camp for the NYAA... Then there's the joint concert by the Guitar Ensemble and Harmonica coming in about 2 weeks... Practices on Wednesday, Friday and Saturday... Oh well, let's get it over and done with. Yup. Oh yea, almost forgot to say... I'm taking part in AJ Sports Day... Unbelievable right? Terry Toh is gonna run 4x100m, when he can't even pass his 2.4km. Go on people, start laughing your asses off, as long as it makes you feel better if you were down. Lolz, what a joke... Ok, I've really become more active... Oh well, hope all goes well. Yup. ___________________________________________________________________ "'Cause you're everywhere to me... And when I close my eyes it's you I see..."- Michelle Branch, 'Everywhere'
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I don't know why... Suddenly people around me, people who i care, have loved ones going off to faraway lands... One is my best buddy for more then a decade, then another one is a very very good friend of mine for 3 years and counting, and finally the last one is a person whom, i notice a lot... It just feels so wrong... The very last thing i want right now, or rather, i do not want at all, is for my best buddy to lose his loved one now, someone whom i look upon with a lot of respect... I really don't know how to console people when such things happen... All I can say is that I hope you guys can cheer up and move on with life? Haiz... Why the hell does diseases exist..? I don't see the rationale behind its existence... Screw it... I just hate to stand there doing nothing, but i don't seem to have a choice... Haiz...
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Monday, March 19, 2007
Ok... Here's a treat to those of you out there who wanna see me finally in long pants... Introducing... The CHS Guys of S15/07~!  (omg... HW and Nick look damn wrong lah...) Ok... There you have it people, especially the Pardus people... Lolz...
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11:44 PM
Today is the first day in 10 years that i wear a different school uniform; for 10 whole years i've been wearing Gong Jiao uniform, and now i'm wearing AJ uniform. This sentence a bit lame lah, but i just feel like saying it, even though i think i've said it a lot of times liao. Lolz. Went to school today, saw the whole lot of people in AJ uniform. Some people looked weird lol, especially the chs people. Lolz. A lot of my friends were like trying to be funny lol. Come to me and say, "Hi Terry!", point to my pants and say, "Eh! Long pants!", then they started giggling away... -_-" I think the long pants are ok lol, just that maybe i'm just not used to it yet; its damn hot lah! My legs are like feeling so stuffy lol. Its not cooling anymore lol. Then the ends of the pants keep getting into my shoes. Haiya, i got 2 years to get used to it... So yea...
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
Ok... Had a mini class outing with a fraction of S15/07 today, namely Kelvin, Kuan Teck, Sok Yin and Fiona. Went to Yishun Safra, wanted to play pool and bowling... However, the bowling lanes were all booked, so we just pooled all the way instead... 2.5 hours to be exact. Yup. Hmmn, I think my pool skills improve a lot liao... I guess my skills in the past weren't too good cos' I always hit the cue ball hard... Today I realised how hitting the cue ball softly also help... A lot. Haha. Well, now to the main objective of this post... Today is the last day before I keep my Catholic High uniform in the closet for good... The light and cooling white shirt, the 7 shining metal buttons, and those good ol' green bermudas... Haiz, guess I won't be able to feel the breeze between my legs le, especially in the hot mid-year months. Haha. Now we've gotta change from the white & green to the grey & blue... 10 years in that uniform is a freakin' long time sia. Oh well, things have to change after some time, don't they? So, bye bye to bermudas, hello to long pants... :) __________________________________________________________________ "I know this is a feeling that I just can’t fight... You’re the first and last thing on my mind..."- Blue, 'You Make Me Wanna'why is it that i keep dreaming of you..?
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
I suddenly find the word "holiday" very ironic. Reason being that we are supposed to be enjoying the "term break", and yet we are here doing tutorials and stuff... Sianzations... Ok lah, tutorials are ok... But doing GP with BLOGS?!?! Weird sia... I've never heard it before. Blogs are like diaries, not used for essay writing! I don't know what they are thinking man... Sian... Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day... Gotta finish up all my maths and chem tutorials... Haiz...
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Phew... Just had 2 hours of badminton with Claudia just now to prepare ourselves for the badminton trials tomorrow... Hmmn, I was super off-form today, and I don't know why... For some reason, my racket felt a lot heavier then before, and my legs didn't wanna move as much... I hope this won't happen tomorrow... Dang, after what Claudia told me about the training sessions, I was totally turned off; I don't feel like going for the trials anymore... Haiz, shall decide later tonight... I've just completed the career mode of my NFS:C, and from that, I realised something... Yea, it might be a bit random, but here it goes : The race ain't over till its over, and don't give up halfway... I find that I restart a lot of the races before completing it because I thought I screwed up or something, but in fact, if I had carried on, I would have won the race! For some reason, again, it also applies to real life; Never give up on anything you've already done halfway. This somehow removed away some of the fog in my mind... Hmmn, who knew inspiration or enlightenment could be derived from computer games? Haha. Oh well, tomorrow's gonna be a busy day. Guitar practice, then badminton trails (that is, if i'm going ;P), then Panthera OGF outing... Let's hope tomorrow doesn't rain like today~... __________________________________________________________________ "'Coz it's the only thing I have that still makes sense..."- Simon Webbe, 'Lay Your Hands'i'm gonna pull back for the moment... hope you get better...
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
Nick Tay just told me something that makes some sense... "sometimes we know many things, we just choose to believe that there's still hope..."Yea... I guess so... I understand now...
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10:53 PM
Haiz... I don't know why... Since you told me that, I feel so empty inside... I really wanna help you, but I don't know how... I don't wanna just stand there doing nothing... Haiz... What should I do..? Someone please show me the light at the end of the tunnel... I'm so lost now, in an empty void...________________________________________________________________________________"I can be your hero baby... I can kiss away the pain..."- Enrique Iglesias, 'Hero'
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
I'm running and running, and i've just hit a little bump... But it ain't gonna stop me... I'm not giving up that easily... Oh yea, by the way... To my friends, i got a new number already... Ask me for it when you see me... everytime i close my eyes or daydream, i always see you... i think i'm sick... i'm sick over you... i hope now that you've raised it, you'll really take some time and think about it... but, if the next time i ask, and its still a no, then i guess i'll understand...
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Yesterday was the end of AJ's Orientation 2... It was great! Persica was finally getting along well together even though half didn't turn up and there were appeal students coming in all the time; We actually got 4th Best Decendant among all the other decendants, which also translates to the Best Decendant in Panthera! Hahahaha. It really proves that chinese proverb, "Ma Que Sui Xiao, Wu Zhang Qi Quan". Lolz. Good job Shimin, Hui Ying and Melvrick! We're the BEST, and so are the other Panthera OGFs, Peijin(AM) and Sean(HC)!!! The Finale was FANTABULOUS! The band that was playing, Blue Exit, was so much better then that Eclipse lol, and what's more is that most of the members were Gong Jiao people! Everyone was so HIGH during the Finale, especially us Panthera OGFs. By then, a lot of us were having serious sore throat le, but we still screamed our hearts out anyways. It was fun, but guys, please take care of your health~ ;p Oh yea, Panthera also got the 2nd Best Ancient!!! Panthera OGFs, ROCK ON!S-U-P-E-R!SUPER is what we are!!S-O-L-I-D!SOLID is what we are!!SUPER SUPER!!SOLID SOLID!!Cheekalaka Piya Piya Cheekalaka Piya Piya!SUA!PANTHER! HUAT AR!!__________________________________________________________________ "If I could retrace every wrong move, I would..."- Linkin Park, "Easier To Run"what can i do to win your heart..?
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Today was a holiday for us J1s, so I went out with about half of S15/07 today... Wah, I was super suay today lol... We went to Yishun Safra... Played pool for about an hour, and i broke one of the light bulbs. I thought that was stupid, but wait! There's more! Bowled after that... Then i thought, "Maybe I should try to improve my control...", so i took a 6 pound ball... The first throw was alright, but the 2nd throw was...well... The ball was released from my hand when my hand was almost but not yet parallel to the ground, and low and behold : That light ball flew out of my hand, flew out of my lane, landed on the lane on the left of my lane, bounced on the lefthand side plastic lane divider thingy, landed on the lane next to it, skidded across that lane, fell into the drain, and knocked a hammer which was in that drain into the end of the lane... WTH~~?! That was shocking, i tell you... Wah, heng that time the place was empty and the person at the counter looked down just in time, and also those 2 lanes were under servicing at that time... If not ar, I dunno whether will walk out of that place alive or not... Lolz... But then, today might be the last day we are spending together as a class... I really hope we'll be classed together again after O2... Pray^3... Went back to AJ after that... Was late, so kena scolded by Aunty... BlehzZz... Sorry lol... Wo yi hou bu gan le... ;P Ok, tomorrow gotta wake up at 5.30am... Cya~!
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Monday, March 05, 2007
Hmmn... This is weird. I think my stomach's shrinking. Since last week, I didn't have as much appetite as before; I can't eat a footlong sub at Subway now... 3/4 down and i'm done, and the cookie's not even touched yet! Lolz. Since the start of JC life, i realise i have been spending A LOT... I'm also unknowing depleting my savings... Its always like, i save $10 this week, but next week i'll spend that $10, and maybe more... Lolz. I better start saving sia... At such a time, money is very important... So, yea... ;P Well, tomorrow's the posting results for us J1s... Mine's pretty confirmed lol; i should be posted to AJ, unless AJ's cutoff for the science stream becomes 4 points or partial 5. Haha. I really hope that my class now, S15/07, will remain together after the 2nd intake of students... If that doesn't happen, then I hope I don't end up in a class full of weirdos... Lolz... Pray pray pray...
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Dunno why, every Sunday is like a sianzations day for me... Maybe i'm too used to pre - 'O' Level days liao, keep doing work and stuff... Now like, nothing much to do, except playing games on the computer or the occasional looking at the notes... Oh well... Then came across Anthony's blog... Saw these pictures, reminds me of the good old times I had with my bros of 4-10... So crappy lah! Haha.     Ok... Gotta go now... Standard Curve test tomorrow... zZzZz... Cya peeps~!
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
Alright... Today was the last day of the OGF Workshop... Indeed, Panthera was more active as compared to last week, which made today's session much more fun. Haha. During the dance session today, for some reason, Shi Min and I were made Dance Demonstrators of Panthera... How it happened, i have no idea whatsoever. Hmmn... Now that i think of it, i think its gonna be quite fun! Honestly, I feel that the dances are a lil bit more fun then the games, but oh well, we shall see. I wanna learn all the Council's dances lol; their dances are like damn fun and cool. I hope we OGFs will get to learn all the other dances ;p Orientation 2 will be in 4 days' time, so we all have to get "mentally prepared"... I'm posted to Persica, so let's hope it'll be as interesting as PARDUS in Orientation 1. The same goes to other OGs for Orientation 2! Cheers~! =) i was surprised when i saw that we were posted to the same og... thank you for being my dance partner today. i felt a bit paiseh too when we were dancing together ;p but i just wanna let you know, i'm not rushing you... =)
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Friday, March 02, 2007
Crap... My arms are still aching... No amount of stretching helped; i stretch my left hand, the muscles of my right hand contract... I stretch my right hand, the muscles of my left hand contract, which defeats the purpose... Now, even the normal poke on the arm is amplified tenfold. Lolz. Ok, no more pull ups and deeps for me for a while... Thank goodness next week got Orientation 2 and the week after that is the March Holidays~! Was doing some stuff while listening to my mp3 just now... The songs just kept going and going like normal... It then played Qing Tian, and for some reason, i stopped what i was doing and focused on the song, and i finally understood what the lyrics meant... It kinda applies to the situation i'm in now... I don't know how to describe it; for the moment, it's neither pleasant nor unpleasant... Aiya, hard to say lah... zZz... Tomorrow's the final day for the OGF Training... Lets hope Panthera will be more active... xD i really wanna be your dance partner tomorrow...
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
I've been enlightened... Thanks guys for your advices, opinions and encouragement... I see the way now. =) Holy xi gua... I can't believe i did it... Now i know how it feels... Now, it's all up to time to finish it's work... Hope it turns out well... If not, then it's alright... No problem. =) _________________________________________________________________ "But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found..."- Incubus, 'Drive'
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