66... This number of days till the promos... Its not a very long time, but its not a very short time either. It roughly translates to about 2 months... Just 2 months to wake up from my dream and buck up... I'm gonna do it, i'm gonna pia, i'm gonna own the promos... No way am i gonna let it own me like it did during the mid-years...
Today, i finally really realised the importance of PW... Dang it man... Really regretted not putting in enough effort in the beginning, and now what we have is not really what I've expected it to be... So now, it's no more fooling around with PW... Time to get serious... Candy, Jasmine, Edwin and Melissa, lets get that freakin' 'A' for that freakin' PW!!! :P ___________________________________________________________________ "Tell it all and fill up the air, but make it loud cause nobody's there..." - Yellowcard, 'Lights and Sounds'
faux.fire burned out at
10:28 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Phew... This had been quite a hectic weekend... EoM, chinese compo and GP essay... Clear all the sian homework first. Haha.
Well, got back my results slip and tutors comments... Seeing my results now, there's only 1 word for it: SUCKS!!! Lolz. Wake up call? I don't think so... It hasn't dialled my number, yet. And i'm still waiting for it. The only good thing is that the tutor's comments are quite ok. But now i've got a sudden stimulus to do lots of work... Well, i better buck up if wanna join my friends in J2 next year... Haiz...
Now now, things are slowly picking up... That's a good thing... Now i know what should i do le... We're not gonna do it fast, if not it'll reach the endpoint fast. Nope, we're gonna go slow, so it'll last longer... Yeap. Haha...
Oh well, gotta go lalaland soon... faux, signing off... __________________________________________________________________ "We're looking up at the same night sky, and keep pretending the sun will not rise... Be together for one more night, somewhere, somehow..." - Yellowcard, 'Ocean Avenue'
faux.fire burned out at
10:57 PM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Well, i guess some things just need time... Lots of time... Patience, and screw peer pressure... :P
But just how long... ... ..? ____________________________________________________________________ "Look at everywhere only to find, it is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind..." - Linkin Park, 'Somewhere I Belong'
faux.fire burned out at
11:23 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Now that common tests are over and any really really important stuff are still quite some time away, i've got the luxury of some free time... And for some reason, i've been thinkin' about lots of stuff...
Sometimes, when i see a certain scene when i'm out, it gets me thinking about my own scene... And funny thing is, I can't get it out of my head... I keep worrying, worrying so much till sometimes i think i'm insane... Am i giving you enough concern and warmth..? Am I this, am i that... I wish i am, i just wish... For some reason, this is really bothering me for the past few days... Haiz, i just realised something: a cold shower, a good dota game nor music helps in this kind of stuff... Dang it... zZzZz~~~ I hope Zhengyang's "hypothesis" ain't true...
Lolz, i'm emo-ing again... Just WHY do i feel that way? Cannot cannot... I'm NOTsupposed to feel that way... No way man, no way... Wake up Terry! Wakey wakey~!
Haiz... whats-evers... __________________________________________________________________ "Can you take it all away... Can you take it all away..." - Puddle Of Mudd, 'Blurry'
faux.fire burned out at
10:19 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
Came across this cool video via Jun Yang... Damn cool lah...
Corporeal - Halo Theme Song
Dang... Hope i'll be able to form a group and play that in the near future... Oh well... Haha. :)
faux.fire burned out at
9:41 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Something's wrong with me... Felt kinda lethargic and dazed these few days... Nothing seemed to go well, even DotA games sucked lah... This is weird. Hmmn... Is this a foreboding sign?
Got some grades back... Was pretty ok until i saw my chem results... I was totally stunned when i saw that horrible-looking letter on my test paper... My mind went so blank that i think the blankness pawns that of a piece of paper... I'm expecting more to come... This is so shittening man... "Embrace the horror", how right this phrase is...
Guitar practices, to be honest, is damn boring now... I'm like learning what i learnt 3 years ago in yamaha... To make myself not dread going for practices, i must psycho myself that i'm "revising my basics so as to improve my skills furthur"... Lolz...
Something random: i really need to get some new strings for my guitar... :P
Went to the CHMA 07 last night... The iMedia crew didn't let me down man, hats off to them. I dare say they're the most professional media team ever... The standard of CHMA hasn't dropped, in fact, if rose! Haha. Nice performances... The atmosphere there, so nostalgic... But for a moment, seeing the level of skills in the performance, it makes me think back to the time when my band was up there... In a way, we had the heart, but we were a tad "bu zhi liang li", against a strong band like PIJ then? We don't stand a chance man... Haha, oh well, at least we now got the experience. So, well done to all those who performed last night, especially my juniors in CO (Patrick, Hubert and Derek)... Congrats! :)
Gotta find out what's happening to me... No more slacking man... No more... Faux, signing off... ___________________________________________________________________ "Dug a trench out, laid down there, with a shovel up out to reach somewhere..." - Linkin Park, 'Bleed It Out"
faux.fire burned out at
5:27 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Oh well, exco results are finally out... Although i didn't get what i wanted, i expected it already, ever since i saw some stuff which i think i shouldn'y have seen... But some of it was quite of a shocker, like now there are 11 exco instead of the supposedly 13... Then there was the case of the p/vp... Wow that's a real shocker man... Shan't elaborate much on it, but yea...
Now, all i wanna do is to perfect the "Drifting" which i'm playing now and maybe get an acoustive guitar for next year's concert if possible, and if absolutely necessary... Haiz... I WANT AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR!!!*hint hint, my birthday's coming~~ hint hint. Haha.
