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Saturday, November 24, 2007
faux.fire burned out at
12:27 AM
My gosh... It's almost the end of November le... So much work to be done, so little time... Sianzations~~~My work pile is like hardly diminishing... So much work to be done, plus concert preparations, plus SL... Holidays are totally GONE sia... Looks like the December month will not be a very relaxing month... I highly doubt the GP homework will be touched at all, courtesy of Biology homework... And that means Daljit will hound us again le... "No value no value! RE-DO!!!"... Now that's one hell of a nightmare I tell you... But cannot lah... Next year 'A' Level year le... Nothing below B should be in the report slip by mid-years... Haiz, easier said than done... And i'm such a good liar to myself... I said i'm gonna start my jogging regime last week... And voila! I haven't jogged at all, at the most swam like 2, 3 times only... Holy xi gua... My chances of getting that Silver is slowly leaving me... I don't wanna spend 2 more months in NS!!!!!!!! Cannot cannot cannot... Must really start le... Argh stupid legs, why won't you run?! zZzZzZz... Hmmn... I seriously need a wardrobe makeover, or i at least need someone to teach me how to match clothing... Crap man, now that I think of it, since when did I become so aware of how I look? Shyt, thats the start of becoming metrosexual, I think... NO~!!! That's a damn bad thing... As Han Wei will put it, "This is so shittening man..." Yup, i couldn't agree more.. Lolz. Oh well, thats enough of emptying my bottle for tonight... Tired le, gotta go lalaland! Haha. G'night peeps! Cheers! :) Just a random quote before I end off: "The only thing that once lost and cannot be returned, is time, and time alone... And after that, comes a little thing called Sacrifice..."
faux.fire burned out at
12:05 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Rain has fallen for the past few days... Normally, i would have liked the nice and cosy atmosphere at home with such weather... But somehow, this time it seemed to be the opposite... The thoughts that I have been dismissing all the time, are getting kinda hard to push away... Its like the angel and the devil, each on each ear, whispering voices into my head... Bitten off more that what I can chew, i guess... I am weak... But I gotta be strong... _______________________________________________________________ "Let the rain fall down, and wake my dreams...Let it wash away, my sanity..."- Hilary Duff, 'Come Clean'
faux.fire burned out at
9:27 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
Ok, been into the holidays for quite some time le... Haven't really done much other than going out, school, dota and stuff... Got quite a few goals to achieve this holidays... 1. Finish the non-GP homework, hopefully by end of November. 2. Run/swim to work out these 2 months... I wanna get that silver award at least, damn it. ;P Hmmn, ok, so there's only 2 goals... So far. Lolz. Both are gonna take quite a bit of willpower to accomplish. So hopefully i can tahan it through. Haha. These few weeks, i kept having random thoughts, maybe cos i have watched too much anime and stuff, for example Bleach, Gundam and Rave... Then i keep daydreaming about me having those abilities and stuff, so i can ace my NAPFA test, ace exams, blah blah blah and other dumb stuff. LOLZ, that's all i can say. Haha. Quite looking forward to the class chalet and SL... I think its gonna be fun, like really fun... Haiz, if only this whole issue didn't happen... Then everything won't feel so awkward... I've thus learned the old Chinese saying, " Bu ting lao ren yan, chi kui zai yan qian...". Well, at least now that its all said, all is getting better, slowly but steadily bah... I hope all will really turn out well then.. :p Oh well, gotta chao... Potter time! Haha. faux, signing off...
faux.fire burned out at
9:33 PM
Monday, November 05, 2007
After all that has been said... Things are starting to really get me to decide, which path to take... 2 paths, 1 for the heart, 1 for the soul... When forced to move to such a fork countless times, Things become so hard to choose... Both are equally important to me, So why can't i take both..? I wish for this more than anything else now... Haiz... Headache ar headache... __________________________________________________________________ "I'm walking down the line, that divides me somewhere in my mind...On the border line, of the edge and where I walk alone..."- Green Day, 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams'
faux.fire burned out at
11:53 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
In light of all, how i wish this could happen... "I REJECT REALITY, AND SUBSTITUTE MY OWN." - Adam Savage, MythBuster
faux.fire burned out at
6:52 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
Ok... Received not-so-nice news today... It feels like a kind of slow poison... You feel nothing at first, but when it slowly takes effect... Man, that hurts... To think that i've been kept in the dark for so long... When i wasn't supposed to... This feeling is just "incredible"... I'm now at a loss of emotions... Have you ever got that feeling, when you really wanna help someone, yet you don't know how to do so? That helpless and sinking feeling? Well, that totally sucks. I'm officially pissed off at myself... Time, and forgiveness, is currently needed most now... Not to mention support... Haiz... ________________________________________________________________ "I've been crawling in the dark, looking for the answer..."- Hoobastank, 'Crawling In The Dark"
faux.fire burned out at
8:38 PM
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