let you go...

Sunday, August 31, 2008

63 more days...

Only 3 words can describe this...
"What... The... Hell..."

Embrace the horror...

faux.fire burned out at
7:57 AM

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Teachers' Day yesterday...
Went back to CHS and met up with the good ol' dudes of 4-10...
Did many stupid things together, AGAIN...
Went into our old class, which is now a sec 1 class...
Reminisce the past, 2-3 years ago...
Really got a damn good laugh...
Compare that with the times in AJ now,
4-10 total ownage sia...

If only times could like back then...
Just like old times...

faux.fire burned out at
10:14 AM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

it's gonna get hell lot worst...

faux.fire burned out at
11:56 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

i look around me,
and all i seem to see...
is people mugging everywhere,
all seem so scary...

its like we're going through the cycle,
of mugging and re-mugging...
tell me where's our motivation,
if time won't wait,
i guess its up to me...

Woah~~~
No i'm not gonna waste another weekend on the com...
Woah~~~
And i won't DotA even if temptation calls...
Woah~~~
Gonna stay in my room,
to sort out my notes...
If 'A' levels mean so much to me, well,
so long, i'll pia till i go conked...

The above is just a lil tune i impromtu-ed out like 5 mins ago...
Its adapted from Simple Plan's "When I'm Gone"...
Prelim starts in 3 days time...
So much to do, so little time...
And seeing everyone mugging around me,
really really aint helping my stress levels...
(thats why i came up with that tune above...)

F*** lah... Gimme a punching bag, lemme vent everything out...

faux.fire burned out at
11:28 PM

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Ok, i just realised its only 2 more weeks to the econs paper 2...
First thing that came to my mind when i realised that: "Oh WTF~"

I've come to realise, like finally, the world ain't as nice as what it might seem to be...
Haiz, and i just realised to that its not that there's no time...
There's plenty of it, in fact...
Just that i'm wasting them on the com, like now...

ZZZ i'm so pissed off at myself...
And things around me aren't exactly helping my mood right now...
Today got no tuition, so theoretically i could use the time usually for tuition to do my work...
But did i?
Screw you, Terry, you didn't...

I just want this to end quickly...
ZzZzZz... It's every man for himself from here on out...

faux.fire burned out at
10:10 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

I wanna learn Kendo...
I wanna learn Ninjitsu...
I wanna learn how to play the piano...
I wanna learn how to sing better...
I wanna learn Archery...
I wanna pass my 2.4...
I wanna be good at soccer and basketball...
I wanna own a katana...
I wanna score well for my 'A' levels...
I wanna go into biological research...

So many things i wanna do, but there's just so little time...

As of last thursday, I am now the only guy in class who haven't pass the NAPFA test...
The 2.4km run to be exact...
Haiz, JOKE sia...
If i can't even run well to pass 2.4, how the hell my country wants me to protect her...

Enlistment in December, thats what i think is in store for me...
And then i'll see my other friends come into Tekong 1 month later...
At the end of 2 years, i'll see them leave for freedom 1 month earlier,
while i stay on under the regimental lifestyle for another month...

On another note, I've been seriously thinking...
How can one seriously sit down and study for like 3, 5, or even 8 hours straight???
On top of that, how are they able to reject everything else there is to life besides studying...
And here i am, can't even sit down and stay focussed on finishing the remaining half of the maths paper 1...

Seriously, to take 1 day to finish 5 maths questions is really JOKE sia...
And that's only 1 half out of the 11 things i had planned on finishing during this long weekend...
Oh do you see the irony?
I had PLANNED on doing it leh, yet i've not even completed 1 of it...

I really love sleeping,
cos that's when i really feel as though life is a happy thing...
But all that, is just escapism...
When my eyes open again, its back to reality...

Oh Adam the MythBuster, how i really wish ur phrase is real...
But then again, everything's just a JOKE...

My world is really full of Hollows...
Everywhere i turn,
there's always that distinctive aura that feel so familiar yet so untrustable...
Just like how everywhere i look, there's always a Crumpler bag somewhere, somehow.
(I've counted about 100+ bags in a period of a 5 days... Amazing.)

Haiz, just gotta move on...
"Keep Walking...", inspired by the 'Johnny Walker' ads on TV...
Lolz... JOKE, again...

faux.fire burned out at
9:24 PM