Just 1 or 2 weeks ago, everything was like turning out just the way i wanted it to be, or even better. There's the GP test, Bio test, guitar exco selection, NAPFA, praises here and there... Everything was like, i dunno...
Shiok? It all felt so good...
All was well till this week came... I dunno why, but somehow i
ran outta luck or something... Even my CHS-brand smoke generator seems to be needing some maintainence... So far all the tests that i've done, all are
screwed up... Econs test was a freakin' joke, last night's little
incident was another
joke and a total failure, today's Bio SPA was as good as
hanging myself, and the guitar exco thingy, haiz..., let's just say the speculations are all
false hopes... Haiz, things seem to going down a
really really steep downhill lately... Lost all my motivation to do any work, be it academic or cca... Ha, so much for the "
ego boost", more like an "ego
BOOO!!!" now... On top of all these, there's this little issue thats really bothering me, and i wanna
clear my name! Haiz, these 2 big hitters coming to whack me together, pain pain~~~
Hope things will pick up after a while... First thing that'll raise my mood a little bit would be tomorrow's maths test, that is if i can do the paper and get back good results... Another thing would be the band that i might be joining and of course, the OBS in june... If I can pass my 2.4, it'll really help too lol... Haizzz... I really need 1
long long sleep...
