When the US hit Iraq, it used dunno how many thousands precision guided nukes that rained down on Iraq's strategic buildings and never hit civilians... One such missle : the
Tomahawk Cruise Missile... This military operation was nicknamed, "
Shock & Awe", as it left the enemy in such a state after it hit them... Well, that's the state i'm in now...
JC life has just hit me with
Shock & Awe in the form of common tests... It sure left me in a state of shock and awe... First day wasn't too bad, GP and Econs... But that's the calm before the storm. Come the 2nd and 3rd day, Bio and Maths respectively, that's when the missiles and nukes hit. I came out of the exam venue totally stunned... Following that was a deceptive calmness on Thursday morning with the Chinese paper, before the finishing blow hit after that with the chem paper... I dunny why, but my mind was totally
blocked during the tests itself, and the juices only started flowing after the test. There was this mental struggle going on in my head and I was like shouting to myself in my head, "Now then come?! What the hell for?!"...
Now that it's over, i just don't wanna think too much about it, although the occasional thoughts will flash across my mind, resulting in me typing this post as i couldn't stand it anymore... Went
Junyang's house after the chem paper on Thursday... Played mahjong, guitar, com... Relaxed a little... Playing songs that you like really helps, like how I played "Drifting" on
Yang's acoustic guitar... Dang the feeling is damn shiok. Really just makes you forget about everything... Another thing that really helps is seeing your loved one smile and laugh and be happy... Who was the one that told me relationships are stressful? To whoever it is, it's
NOT ok... Instead, it helps. A lot. :)
Well, all we can do now is to enjoy this temporary joy and happiness while it lasts, before the truth hits us all. Again...
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"Cause I am lost without you, I cannot live at all... My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl..."- Puddle of Mudd, 'Blurry' 