Wow... Its been quite a while since i last blogged... This kinda shows how busy i've been lately. Lolz.
Well, yesterday was the last day of school, and today is the start of the September holidays. Yet, the
holiday-ish feeling didn't seem to hit me, or most of my friends... True enough, these holidays are as good as any other school days... Lessons, homework, promos, PW... I wonder who was that idiot that told me JC life is a breeze. Screw you man, whoever you are... Sianzations...
With the promos coming in about 1 month's time, i'm starting to freak out... So many topics to cover, so little time... The stress is just
killing me... How i wish, and i think many others will feel the same way, that we could just
stop time, or even
turn it back... This reminds me of this verse:
"If I could change, I would.
Take back the pain, I would.
Retrace every wrong move that I made, I would.
If I could stand up and take the blame, I would.
If I could take all the shame to the grave, I would."
Lately, i've been having this mental battle inside me; My conscious self is having this fierce debate with my sub-conscious self, so much till i can dream of me in a debating arena with another me. To those of you out there who don't get what i'm trying to say, well, i'm just emo-ing... Haizzz ~~~
I better make good use of this holidays... I don't wanna be left behind... I don't wanna...
Haiz, emo again... This is bad...
