Before i start, lemme say that this will be an
emo post... So for those of you peeps who can't stand emo stuff, you're invited to leave this blog. :)
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Well, PW is finally over! It will
NOT come back to haunt me again, and the same applies to chinese... Budden, even though its over, somehow i don't feel any enthusiasm... But nevertheless, like, yay, its all over now... Goodbye J1, hello J2...
Lots of stuff have been going on in my mind these few days, and i refused to think about it till after OP... So now that its over, these thoughts somehow automatically took over my head. I can't exactly say i'm satisfied with my J1 life...
Looking back, lots of stuff have happened... How i wish they were all happy stuff, but sadly, its not... Sometimes I wonder, does anyone sense how am i feeling now, and understand that? Its not that everyone's going on faster than me; Its just that everyone's moving on normally, while i'm not moving at all...
I was thinking about this while on the bus ride back home today...
A wise person once told me something, and i thought, "Nah, that could never happen."
My other self: Terry, my dear friend, what a dumb and naive thought that was...
My consciousness: How damn right you are, buddy... Now that it has hit me, i have absolutely no stinkin' idea what to do.
Well, i can't blame anyone but myself, isn't it?
No one can help me, only myself...
Oh well, that sucks, but life has to go on...
Now, i just gotta think more about the words "priorities" and "responsibility"... Screw "popularity" and "image", screw them all... _________________________________________________________________
"I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident, Cuz you don't understand, I do what I can, Sometimes I don't make sense..." - Linkin Park, 'Faint' 