They say NS is one of the best times to think deep,
and also one of the rare times where u get to realise something important in your life...
The time there makes you understand what differentiates a friend from an acquaintance,
and to see things beyond the external appearance...
Most importantly, it makes you realise what things are important to you, while others are not...
It hurts quite a fair bit, to the extent that I am losing faith in myself and the people around me,
making me feel stupid and guilty for many things...
Thereby making me feel that the meaning to my existence is waning...
Well, that's life I guess,
where the light may sometimes die out...