Phew! It has been a
long long time since i last blogged... Brings back memories sia~~
Well, a lot has happened during the time i disappeared from blogger; good times, bad times, irritating times, memorable times, etc... Just hope i can get more out of life now that i'm serving NS, speaking of which makes me wanna rant sooooo much...
NS... Haiz... Hopefully the procedures finish quick... All it takes to make my day is a phone call from SGMC requesting me to go over and sign some documents... Whoa THAT'S IT sia! In your FACE man, the-man-who-totally-destroyed-all-my-respect-for-him... Hopefully buddy can get the phone call too, don't wanna move bunks without him sia...
Life is filled with irony... Take for instance, I grew up with avoiding people from the Raffles family of schools, and now my buddy a.k.a one of my BEST friend is from RJC... And maybe i was a little unfair to them, cause' through my buddy i realised that not everyone there are self-centered elitists whose noses can point towards the sky... Sad for them, cause in EVERY school, there's bound to be a handful of people that totally ruin the image of the school... Guess it really "takes two hands to clap" eh buddy?
Now, moving on... It has been like, 29 months now? It totally didn't occur to me that we will last that long... Most people don't even hit the 1 year mark, only a handful actually make it, and here we are now, almost hitting the 30 month mark already... It has been so long that I forgot how being single feels like. Lolz. Though there are a lot of things that I hope can be changed/improved between us, but in the end, its all about accepting each other for what they are, right? Wish I could really fully stay true to that sentence... Argh why is it so tough for me to do so??? Someone enlighten me please... Maybe its the reduced time spent together, or outside influence, or like what Men's Health said about the different stages in a relationship, or maybe a combination of all of the above? Its so confusing, so complicated, so tiring to think about, but its something i just can't stop thinking about... Good thing there's NS, it makes me totally drained out so i can sleep in peace. Lolz, another irony. Blehx...
Oh wells, i think that's enough ranting for today... Don't wanna turn this blog into another emo sink... "Stay happy yea?" - someone told me that... Kinda ironic, again, that the person who told me that made me damn sad once. But that's water under the bridge now, and i'll try to live to that! Cheers to life, and all its ironies... :p